Preface to Olga Sikorski
The spinster schoolteacher is an archetype from the decades when the
only two respectable professions open to women were teaching and
nursing. Teaching may have been the more “respectable” because, while
it could involve the tending of other people’s children, it did not
involve cleaning other people’s bedpans. The 20th century was nearly
half over before women teachers were allowed to be married and work; a
revision in society’s rules that came about because of the shortage of
male teachers during the Second World War. Married women were permitted
to work as nurses; that privilege also a result of a shortage of
nurses. The spinster has been a frightening figure to girls and young
women for many, many decades, and continues to be so today. She has
been the subject of at least as many cruel jokes as were/are
mothers-in-law. There can be little doubt that the spinster
schoolteacher in this story must have been the butt of many jokes
during her lifetime; it is easy to imagine the laughter, the snickers,
the behind-the-hand remarks she had to have felt and pretended to
ignore. Even her colleagues discussed her odd behavior with anger and
resentment. But the spinster had a secret life, as many, many spinster
schoolteachers did. When more women find the courage to speak about
their secret lives, perhaps society, and hopefully women in particular,
will re-evaluate the spinster, and this figure that has silently
endured so much ridicule and rage will be able to be seen and written
about in a heroic manner.
A side note: Olga Sikorski is a
pseudonym. The woman who told me this story about a spinster who hid
her good deeds was herself afraid to be identified publicly.
OLGA SIKORSKI
The Spinster’s Secret
My first job as a teacher was as a substitute in New York City. The pay was six dollars a day.
On one of my first assignments something
happened that made a deep impression on me. When I arrived at the
classroom where I was assigned to teach, I saw a group of teachers
crowded around the regular teacher. She was still in her chair, and
they were saying, “Now you must go home, Miss Goodrich. You really must
go home.” Miss Goodrich was burning with fever. Later, we learned that
she had pneumonia. She was pale and weak, and still she had come to
school to teach. Women teachers were like that; they were spinsters
because a woman had to quit as soon as she got married, and they worked
like horses.
Ellenie Goodrich. I found out quickly
that everyone at school thought she was strange. She wore the same
dress every day. It was a black dress, and it had no belt. She put
rouge on her face in two round circles, like a cupie doll. She wore a
wig on her head. The kids and the teachers used to call her wiggie
behind her back. The other teachers thought she was a cheapskate. They
said, “She doesn’t buy clothes. She doesn’t travel. She never goes out.
What’s she doing with her money?”
I took over her class. People nowadays
get so nostalgic about the good old days. They say how much better
everything was. But I remember how things really were and they weren’t
so good, believe me! Teaching junior high school was murder, and Miss
Goodrich’s class gave me a headache. Miss Goodrich was considered the
best disciplinarian in that school, and I wondered how she did it. In
her desk, in one of the bottom drawers, I found a rubber hose. I’m not
saying she used it, but she kept a rubber hose in her desk drawer. That
made me think again about what was expected of people in the profession
I had worked so hard to enter, and what I might have to cope with now
that I was on the other side of the desk.
That’s interesting, but it isn’t the
point. The point is this. Miss Goodrich died the next day. That’s how
sick she was. She taught until the very end. I went with the other
teachers to the viewing. While we were at her wake, three gentlemen
came to pay their respects. At first, nobody knew who they were, but
they told us. They had been Miss Goodrich’s students, and they told us
that she had paid their way through college and medical school.
That’s the truth. It’s like the old movie The Corn is Green,
except this really happened. Miss Goodrich educated those three boys
herself. She never told anyone she was doing this. It was a secret.
People were shocked. The other teachers were amazed. Educating those
boys, that’s where Miss Goodrich had been spending the money she earned
as a teacher. She had taken those three poor boys who she thought were
promising, and she had paid to send them through college and medical
school. People thought she was odd, but they found respect for her
after she was dead, when the secret came out.
© 2000 Janice Maruca
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